still waiting....

for something.

i don't know what. yesterday i thought it was time to update my resume and apply to a job at BF Goodrich (who has a major office 2 blocks from my house). but today after doing the update, the job i was interested in has disappeared.

so, i feel like there is an enormous blessing headed my way, but as usual, my impatience is getting to me. God's plan and timing is perfect, but i really cannot wait and want to rush into SOMETHING!

especially as financial pressures keep me awake at night.