i realized that there's this recurring dream i've been having. not too frequently, maybe only a couple of times a year. and it's not a nightmare, but it's uncomfortable and has left me feeling like i've had an experience in real life that i really haven't.
the dream is that someone i know is giving me a hug, and it's too tight. like, my ribs get broken too tight. and the hugger is not always the same person. and, never steve. and i'm asking them to stop, but they don't. and they don't mean it maliciously but it's obviously bad for me and i wake up trying to remember when i got my ribs broken from a hug. of course, i haven't in real life, but the dream seems more like a memory than a warning.
so i wondered if because this dream recurs if it doesn't have some significance. and is the meaning something to do with a fear of intimacy on my part?
probably, duh. but that's as far as i'm going to analyze it today.
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i found myself in a place of exploration and made my way to your blog delighted to see that you had been writing pretty 'regularly'. i am glad to catch and thanks for continuing to write
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