Or just the way-too-much-energy-to-sleep-and-so-therefore-inspired-to-type post....
Or something like that.
So tomorrow I get a cortisone shot in my left L5. Thank god. Since July I've had off and on back pain to a pretty severe level with absolutely severe pain since the 31st. No fun at all. Generally I prefer the do nothing and let it heal on its own strategy, but I've had enough. Since about Aug 2 I've been on Percoset, Prednisone and a muscle relaxant. All kinds of chemical fun. The Percoset makes me drowsy and bound (no further details, I promise) and the Prednisone makes me numb and hungry yet still in pain deep in my bones. I feel like someone needs to wring me out. Oh, and then feed me.
But, once the pain died down a bit I was tremendously energized this past weekend. I vacuumed screens, washed and fixed stuck windows, baked banana bread, did dishes, paid bills, organized my cookbook, read a book and didn't sleep. I did lie in bed for several hours each evening flopping like a fish and hoping to sleep. I had all kinds of bizarre memories to entertain me.
Like my former stalker... For some reason I recalled last night when he got pissed and burned down the Sea Girt Inn in Lakeville. It was a great little bar right on my favorite lake. I miss that place. I should look the guy up and kick him for no other reason than I'm feeling slightly invincible and terribly irritated. Well, I fell less like wanting to do that now, but I felt very much like I wanted to do that at 4am this morning.
Ah well... to eat everything in sight for dinner.
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2 comments:
it is soooooo good to see you posting again. i so enjoy the little glimpses into the depth of the wicked queen i remember so fondly and miss so terribly!
Aw... so nice to see your comments as well.
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