FRIDAY!

whoo hoo! Someone asked if i have plans this weekend. Pretty much it's to stay warm. the high tomorrow is supposed to be -4. Damn. i hate the days where the warmest it's supposed to get is still a negative number. And still 35 days until Hawaii.

but, i will probably do more yoga, cardio and hopefully some weights and house cleaning while we stay indoors. We're supposed to sing with the Saturday group tomorrow, and i really don't want to because i've seen the song list and there's nothing remotely contemporary or upbeat about it at all. lately when we've attended church i don't even recognize the songs and they're all so somber. it's just depressing and not, to me, glorifying at all. yuck. but, i feel like i should do it for the team. oh, and in any case, life in the spirit starts the 27th so it might be an opportunity to ask John if i can sing with them again. At least there's some contemporary songs then.

i need to know if Ron's going to have a "forerunner" kind of group at his new church. if so, we may need to see if we can schedule our trip to see Kevin's family around one of their days and maybe i could have a chance to sing then. (crosses fingers) But, that will be a long wait in any case.

oh, and i've noticed more yoga awareness. although the scale hasn't budged (and it wont) for the first time i've found myself looking at the diet pill commercials differently. i used to look at the before/fat pictures and think that looked like me, and now i can look at the after pictures and think "that's almost me" and further, "and if that's never me, that's ok too." i notice in the yoga program that the tv participants all have slightly different variations on their pose ability and stretches, as well as body shape and although i've always "known" this, the conclusion is becoming accepted that my body will adjust to the best shape for it and i will have the best flexibility i can whatever that ends up being.

pretty cool, eh?