flying time

it's just going by so fast. we're painting the house, tearing off the deck, and just trying to keep things going but i'm still ignoring most of my life. i'm addicted to a children's computer website, but i've joined an online "support" group for it, although the online forum of other adult addicts may itself be another level of addiction. we all laugh about it.

i'm sorry i've missed two calls in a row! on friday i just must have been out of my office, and this morning i slept late. terrible. i'll keep my phone closer.

it is interesting how the spirit works. i was just calling kevin to see if i could take the box i've been waiting for him to empty so i can mail the curtains and when i picked up my phone noticed i missed another call.

i had an interesting dream this morning too. i woke up at 6 to let oscar out, and it was when i went back to sleep. i dreamt i was visiting gethsemani and i could not get your attention. you were too busy with all the things and people there. and in my dream, i cried.

it's nice to know, though, that the spirit is still nudging, when necessary, to connect.

very soon, i plan to take house pictures so you can see what's been going on here.

oh, and yes, i'm still married. we're back in the roommate stage of barely connecting but at least there's no conflict.